Archive for the ‘Existential Moment’ Category
Image by kenne
Autumn Still Life
Multicolored corn dried on the cob,
gourds huddle like friends in conversation—
their skins rough, their colors honest.
We gather, too,
carrying the years in our faces,
the joy in our hearts.
Outside, the wind shifts—
a hush before winter.
For a moment,
everything feels painted
in the same theme:
the harvest,
the stories,
the tender ache
of being here again.
Sunset Over Tanuri Ridge — Image by kenne
Becoming
Sunsets shouldn’t be taken for granted.
We’ve earned that wisdom.
They aren’t endings, but continuations—
light working through its final argument.
The desert holds its breath.
We’ve both run out of reasons
to explain beauty.
It happens anyway—
the sky goes dark,
and we call it grace.
Not because it lasts,
but because it doesn’t.
Later, inside,
the room fills
with the faint scent
of dust and air,
the residue of light
still on our faces.
You turn away to pour wine.
I watch,
knowing one day
I’ll remember this—
the silence,
the dimming,
the simple act
of not taking it for granted.
Self-portrait (07/30/10,11:36:01 PM)
Self-Portrait Titled Intellectual Ignorance
yeah,
that’s what I called it.
sounded clever at the time—
like I knew something
about the world.
I had read Sartre and Camus,
underlined all the wrong lines,
and drank enough cheap bourbon
to mistake despair for wisdom.
I thought too much,
said too little,
wrote like a man digging
with a spoon.
the mirror didn’t care.
it just looked back—
same tired eyes,
of a life pretending
to be deep.
call it what you want,
a portrait,
a confession,
a joke—
hell, maybe I got it right after all:
it is intellectual ignorance
to think I could ever
paint myself true.
Sonoran Sunrise Over The Rincon Mountains — Image by kenne
Sonoran Sunrise
The mountains drink fire.
Saguaro stand tall
blessing the dawn.
Ocotillo bleeds light,
fingers trembling
in the pale wind.
The sun—
golden blades—
cut the sky
wide open.
Silence spills
into flame.
And the desert,
old, dreaming,
remembers its heart—
burning,
always burning.
Moon and Stars Over Mountains — Image by kenne
We name the stars,
and think they shine for us—
but they have their own silence,
their own deep discourse
beyond the reach of eyes.
Our knowing is a candle
lit in a wind that does not care.
— kenne
Cloudless Sulphur Butterfly on A Bird of Paradise — Image by kenne
Yellow butterfly,
its wings flicker
like thighs parting.
The flower trembles,
stamens sticky,
pollen dust falling,
sweet stink of heat.
Butterfly enters the flower,
slow as the insect’s tongue
sliding into nectar.
The air itself
quivers,
a humming body,
a wet mouth,
a raw opening.
Sunlight hard on the skin,
sweat dripping,
everything exposed.
The butterfly lifts—
nothing holy,
nothing profane,
just wings,
just hunger,
just flight.
Tom Turner at Home in Seattle (In his notes, I came across a Kierkegaard quote, which I used to start the
following three-fragment poem, which reflects Tom’s philosophy.)
I
The whole of my being shrieks in contradiction.
To live is to suffer this clash of opposites—
to despair is to forget it.
II
I am the tension:
finite and infinite,
time and eternity.
If I dissolve it, I lose myself.
III
The contradiction is not my enemy—
it is my teacher.
Through it, I hear the Spirit whisper,
though I only answer in silence.
Decatur Street Painting by kenne (2007)
The House That Leans to Jazz
That old house on Decatur—
it doesn’t stand, it sways.
The shutters keep time with the sax
that drifts up from the corner bar,
and the porch boards hum
when the bass walks slow.
You can feel the brick loosen,
just enough to breathe,
just enough to remember
what it meant to move with grace.
There’s a trumpet caught in the rafters,
a whisper of silk on the banister,
and the ghosts of every hot night
press their hands to the walls
like lovers keeping rhythm.
The house leans—not from age,
but from music—
as if the whole damn structure
had learned
how to swing.
Thomas R. Turner — Image by kenne
In Tom’s notes under,
“Nostalgia For Lost Illusions,”
he wrote:
“A person becomes a writer
Because they are deficient.
They have problems.
They are crazy.
They have unhappy families.
They are eccentric, and
Not because they read
A lot of books.”
Kenne & Joy
Still Together
To remain is not to resist change,
but to deepen within it.
Love matures as stone does—
weathered, patient,
gaining beauty from what it endures.
Two souls, shaped by the same years,
learning that care
is the purest form of desire.
— kenne
Sunglasses Reflect the World — Photo-artistry by kenne
Sunglasses
I keep looking at your sunglasses,
not at you exactly,
but at the little universe
spilled across those mirrored lenses.
It makes me wonder
how many lives are passing by—
whole afternoons playing out
in the dark curve of your glasses,
while you sit calmly,
eyes hidden,
as if you were listening to music
I cannot hear.
Catalina Foothills — Image by kenne
Foothills at Sunset
Broken clouds—
a grammar of silence.
The mountain waits,
its edge dissolving
into violet air.
Light departs,
leaving only the memory of flame.
Between earth and sky
a pause—
the foothills speak nothing,
yet all is said.
Molino Basin Trail — Image by kenne
Missing the Trails
I miss the dust,
the way it clings to your boots
like memory.
The smell of creosote after rain,
the hawk cutting silence
into ribbons of sky.
Down here,
everything feels too paved,
too polite.
Up there,
the mountains didn’t care—
and that was freedom.
Monsoon Sunset from Our Patio — Image by kenne
Even when the storm hides the sky, the sun finds a crack to remind us it is eternal.
— kenne
Cutleaf Evening Primrose — Image by kenne
Mountain Winter Wind
Cold wind,
trees stripped bare.
Leaves fallen
become a blanket—
seeds sleep
in that dark warmth.
Still,
one primrose
pushes through—
yellow note
against the gray,
a small song
of duende.