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Home Sweet Home   Leave a comment

Image by kenne

Autumn Still Life

Multicolored corn dried on the cob,
gourds huddle like friends in conversation—
their skins rough, their colors honest.

We gather, too,
carrying the years in our faces,
the joy in our hearts.

Outside, the wind shifts—
a hush before winter.
For a moment,
everything feels painted
in the same theme:
the harvest,
the stories,
the tender ache
of being here again.

Becoming   Leave a comment

Sunset Over Tanuri Ridge — Image by kenne

Becoming

Sunsets shouldn’t be taken for granted.
We’ve earned that wisdom.
They aren’t endings, but continuations—
light working through its final argument.

The desert holds its breath.
We’ve both run out of reasons
to explain beauty.
It happens anyway—
the sky goes dark,
and we call it grace.

Not because it lasts,
but because it doesn’t.

Later, inside,
the room fills
with the faint scent
of dust and air,
the residue of light
still on our faces.

You turn away to pour wine.
I watch,
knowing one day
I’ll remember this—
the silence,
the dimming,
the simple act
of not taking it for granted.

 

Self-Portrait Titled Intellectual Ignorance   4 comments

Self-portrait (07/30/10,11:36:01 PM)

Self-Portrait Titled Intellectual Ignorance

yeah,
that’s what I called it.
sounded clever at the time—
like I knew something
about the world.

I had read Sartre and Camus,
underlined all the wrong lines,
and drank enough cheap bourbon
to mistake despair for wisdom.

I thought too much,
said too little,
wrote like a man digging
with a spoon.

the mirror didn’t care.
it just looked back—
same tired eyes,
of a life pretending
to be deep.

call it what you want,
a portrait,
a confession,
a joke—

hell, maybe I got it right after all:
it is intellectual ignorance
to think I could ever
paint myself true.

 

Sonoran Sunrise   7 comments

Sonoran Sunrise Over The Rincon Mountains — Image by kenne

Sonoran Sunrise

The mountains drink fire.
Saguaro stand tall 
blessing the dawn.

Ocotillo bleeds light,
fingers trembling
in the pale wind.

The sun—
golden blades—
cut the sky
wide open.

Silence spills
into flame.

And the desert,
old, dreaming,
remembers its heart—
burning,
always burning.

Moon And Stars   Leave a comment

Moon and Stars Over Mountains — Image by kenne

We name the stars,

and think they shine for us—

but they have their own silence,

their own deep discourse

beyond the reach of eyes.

Our knowing is a candle

lit in a wind that does not care.

— kenne

Yellow Butterfly On Bird Of Paradise   2 comments

Cloudless Sulphur Butterfly on A Bird of Paradise — Image by kenne

Yellow butterfly,
its wings flicker
like thighs parting.

The flower trembles,
stamens sticky,
pollen dust falling,
sweet stink of heat.

Butterfly enters the flower,
slow as the insect’s tongue
sliding into nectar.

The air itself
quivers,
a humming body,
a wet mouth,
a raw opening.

Sunlight hard on the skin,
sweat dripping,
everything exposed.

The butterfly lifts—
nothing holy,
nothing profane,
just wings,
just hunger,
just flight.

Tom Turner — My Being Shrieks In Contradiction   1 comment

Tom Turner at Home in Seattle (In his notes, I came across a Kierkegaard quote, which I used to start the
following three-fragment poem, which reflects Tom’s philosophy.)

I

The whole of my being shrieks in contradiction.
To live is to suffer this clash of opposites—
to despair is to forget it.

II

I am the tension:
finite and infinite,
time and eternity.
If I dissolve it, I lose myself.

III

The contradiction is not my enemy—
it is my teacher.
Through it, I hear the Spirit whisper,
though I only answer in silence.

Decatur Street Painting   2 comments

Decatur Street Painting by kenne (2007)

The House That Leans to Jazz

That old house on Decatur—
it doesn’t stand, it sways.

The shutters keep time with the sax
that drifts up from the corner bar,
and the porch boards hum
when the bass walks slow.

You can feel the brick loosen,
just enough to breathe,
just enough to remember
what it meant to move with grace.

There’s a trumpet caught in the rafters,
a whisper of silk on the banister,
and the ghosts of every hot night
press their hands to the walls
like lovers keeping rhythm.

The house leans—not from age,
but from music—
as if the whole damn structure
had learned
how to swing.

Nostalgia For Lost Illusions   Leave a comment

Thomas R. Turner — Image by kenne

In Tom’s notes under,
“Nostalgia For Lost Illusions,”
he wrote:

“A person becomes a writer 
Because they are deficient.
They have problems.
They are crazy.
They have unhappy families.
They are eccentric, and
Not because they read
A lot of books.” 

Still Together   4 comments

Kenne & Joy

Still Together

To remain is not to resist change,

but to deepen within it.

Love matures as stone does—

weathered, patient,

gaining beauty from what it endures.

Two souls, shaped by the same years,

learning that care

is the purest form of desire.

— kenne

Sunglasses   Leave a comment

Sunglasses Reflect the World — Photo-artistry by kenne

Sunglasses

I keep looking at your sunglasses,
not at you exactly,
but at the little universe
spilled across those mirrored lenses.

It makes me wonder
how many lives are passing by—
whole afternoons playing out
in the dark curve of your glasses,
while you sit calmly,
eyes hidden,
as if you were listening to music
I cannot hear.

 

Catalina Foothills   Leave a comment

Catalina Foothills — Image by kenne

Foothills at Sunset

Broken clouds—
a grammar of silence.

The mountain waits,
its edge dissolving
into violet air.

Light departs,
leaving only the memory of flame.

Between earth and sky
a pause—
the foothills speak nothing,
yet all is said.

Missing The Mountain Trails   Leave a comment

Molino Basin Trail — Image by kenne

Missing the Trails

I miss the dust,
the way it clings to your boots
like memory.

The smell of creosote after rain,
the hawk cutting silence
into ribbons of sky.

Down here,
everything feels too paved,
too polite.

Up there,
the mountains didn’t care—
and that was freedom.

Monsoon Sunset From Our Patio   Leave a comment

Monsoon Sunset from Our Patio — Image by kenne

Even when the storm hides the sky, the sun finds a crack to remind us it is eternal.

— kenne

Mountain Winter Winds   Leave a comment

Cutleaf Evening Primrose — Image by kenne

Mountain Winter Wind

Cold wind,
trees stripped bare.
Leaves fallen
become a blanket—
seeds sleep
in that dark warmth.

Still,
one primrose
pushes through—
yellow note
against the gray,
a small song
of duende.