Archive for the ‘Existential Moment’ Tag

Pressing Against The Limits   1 comment

Pressing Against The Limits — Image by kenne

One does not “understand” this.
Understanding would reduce it,
make it manageable.

Instead, it asks for duration—
for the discipline
of staying with excess.

What emerges
is not a resolution
but a sharpened awareness

of how much
we need things
to mean one thing
at a time.

— kenne

Moon Over The Double Bayou   Leave a comment

Moon Over The Double Bayou — Image by kenne

Moon over the bayou—
cypress knees listening
to slow water.

Somewhere, a night bird
knows the old stories
and keeps them.

Couples turning slowly
under crooked rafters.

Pete Mayes’ band doesn’t rush—
blues knows better.

Every chord says
the night’s still young
if your heart
can hold the rhythm.

— kenne

A Night At The Dance Hall — Photo-Artistry by kenne

San Carlos Sunset   Leave a comment

San Carlos, Sonora Sunset — Image by kenne

We become a silhouette in each other’s arms
as the sun goes down behind us in San Carlos—
the light withdrawing slowly
like a hand from a blessing.

All afternoon the Sea of Cortez
glittered without mercy.

I can’t see your face anymore,
only the outline of us—
two dark figures pressed together
against the last blaze of day.

It feels ancient, this vanishing—
as if love is something
the sun teaches by leaving.

— kenne

 

Kenne David’s Half-Marathon At 51   Leave a comment

A group of runners participating in a race, wearing colorful athletic gear and bib numbers, with one runner holding a pacing sign that indicates a two-hour finish time.

This was Dave’s first half-marathon, with the goal of running the distance in two hours or less.
The race organizers provided pacesetters, so Dave began his half-marathon staying with the 2:00 hour pacesetter.

A man wearing a red shirt and bright yellow shorts runs along a paved path in a park, with cars parked in the background and trees lining the area.

About halfway through the race, he picked up his pace, running the race in 1:55.20.

Finish Line

A man with a beard and a cap smiling while sitting on the back of a truck, wearing a medal and colorful athletic clothing.

Sitting on his tailgate at the end of the race.
Mission Accomplished.

Shoes on pavement,
a metronome of doubt.
Still, the body insists—
one more mile
into light.

I created the blog posting using the photos Dave provided. I was only there vicariously.

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AFTER THOUGHT

The friend who asked Dave to run the half-marathon with him didn’t show up.

Then and How   1 comment

Then—

I thought the mountain

was something to climb.

Now—

I sit and let it

enter my breathing.

What changed?

A few decades of work

tire tracks on my clothes,

children grown.

Call it life

if you need a word.

— kenne

Props, Not A Habit   Leave a comment

On the Outer Banks of North Carolina

I keep the cigar lit

long enough to feel dangerous.

The whiskey glows

like a small sunset

I can hold.

But when the glass is empty

and the scene is still there,

I know—

it was always theater.

— kenne

The Evening Works In Grayscale   Leave a comment

Black and White Sunset — Image by kenne

Evening works in grayscale.

The mountains turn honest,

stripped of their bright talk.

The sun lowers itself

behind the ridge—

another shift done,

another mark made clean.

— kenne

Witnessing Pain and Suffering   3 comments

Mother In Hospice (08/26/06)

Every photograph of suffering

proposes a contract:

you may look,

but you must not

turn away too quickly.

The stages of pain—

shock, endurance, vacancy—

are flattened into a single frame.

Time is arrested,

yet the body continues

beyond the border

of the image.

— kenne

Kenne David and Katie On Galveston Beach   Leave a comment

Kenne David and Katie on Galveston Beach — Image by kenne

Galveston still has that beach.
Kids probably still run it raw.
But Kenne and Katie grew up—
that’s the real crime.
You don’t notice it happening.
One day you’re just standing there
remembering sand
and wishing you’d paid better attention. 

— kenne

Love On Valetine’s Day   3 comments

Joy and Kenne — Old Western Look On The Streets of Tucson — Image by kenne

Beloved, count not distance, years,

Nor trials we have known;

For love’s arithmetic is this—

Two solitudes made one.

You are here.

I am here.

And absence finds no room between.

— kenne

Nurses Will Not Backdown   3 comments

Kenne Getting Some Arizona Sun On Our Patio
While here he spent some time running in Sabino Canyon
in preparation for a half-marathon this February.

Kenne David is visiting us on my birthday, January 15, 2026. He is an ICU nurse in the Texas Medical Center in Houston. What follows is a poem I wrote after learning of the murder of Alex Pretti in Minneapolis.

I can only try to imagine your words and thoughts echo in the long corridors of Memorial Herman,
where the scent of antiseptic mingles with your compassion.

I think of him — of Alex Pretti — and of all who labor, sleepless,

hands trembling not with fear, but with the weight of mercy.

Each life touched, each breath steadied,
a verse in the grand poem of endurance and love,

something Whitman would write: you do not falter;
rise again the next day, mortal yet eternal,

each healer a leaf upon the same vast tree of humanity.

 

Words Cut The World Into Pieces   1 comment

Douglas Springs Trail — Image by kenne

We believe language explains reality,
yet it only sketches its outline.
Those who cling to the sketch
miss the miracle
standing before them.

— kenne

Death Happens   Leave a comment

Death Happens — Image by kenne

Death happens
the way rain does—
announced by no one,
soaking the afternoon
until even the living
forget when it began.

— kenne

Door That Sings of Dust   Leave a comment

Old Farm Junk By a Shad in  Willowsprings, AZ — Painting by kenne

The shed door sighs open,
its hinges trembling
with a worn vibrato—
a reed instrument fashioned
from stubborn wood and time.

That wavering note
brushes my chest,
and something inside
loosens, answers.

I step into the dim interior
where shadows keep company
with the tools no longer needed,
and I feel the strange comfort
of being admitted again
to the places I’ve outgrown.

 

Old Tucson Backlot   1 comment

Backlot props — Image by kenne

I wander the dusty backlot of Old Tucson
where a broken wagon wheel leans
against a wall the color of old adobe.

A sign reads Props, but really,
who can tell?

Everything here looks equally retired—
the wooden crates, the tin stars,
the barrel with no bottom.

I stand there wondering
if this is what happens to a life too:
all our moments stored behind a door
labeled with someone else’s handwriting.

— kenne