Female Phainopepla In Sabino Canyon — Photo-artistry by kenne
Whenever we need to make a very important decision it is best to trust our instincts, because reason usually tries to remove us from our dream, saying that the time is not yet right. Reason is afraid of defeat, but intuition enjoys life and its challenges.
Kenne Getting Some Arizona Sun On Our Patio While here he spent some time running in Sabino Canyon in preparation for a half-marathon this February.
Kenne David is visiting us on my birthday, January 15, 2026. He is an ICU nurse in the Texas Medical Center in Houston. What follows is a poem I wrote after learning of the murder of Alex Pretti in Minneapolis.
I can only try to imagine your words and thoughts echo in the long corridors of Memorial Herman, where the scent of antiseptic mingles with your compassion.
I think of him — of Alex Pretti — and of all who labor, sleepless,
hands trembling not with fear, but with the weight of mercy.
Each life touched, each breath steadied, a verse in the grand poem of endurance and love, something Whitman would write: you do not falter; rise again the next day, mortal yet eternal, each healer a leaf upon the same vast tree of humanity.
You cling. Let’s start there. Not affection— need. You grab my sock as if it owes you something, as if we were once intimate and I forgot to call. I stand still, arguing silently with a plant that refuses to let go without taking a piece of me.
I walk into the new year as one walks in the desert— not to conquer, not to hurry, but to notice. By the seventh day the path is still open, and I am still learning to say thank you.
Thinking is the fever we mistake for health. We name the world to quiet it, draw borders around what frightens us.
But fear is faithful— it returns with every sunrise, reminding us the map is not the mountain, and reason only another storm in the endless desert of being.
One of Several Low-water Crossings in Sabino Canyon — Image by kenne
Low-Water Bridges
There’s a kind of mischief in a low-water bridge. Looks harmless when the creek’s quiet— just a flat stretch of concrete with dragonflies for sentries.
But you wait for the rain. Then it turns trickster— swells its belly, covers the road, and dares you to guess how deep.
I crossed one at sunrise once, boots wet, heart lighter than it had any right to be.
The creek chuckled under its breath— as if it knew a thousand fools before me had tried to outsmart water, most have failed to win.
“Photographs do not render reality–realistically. It is reality which is scrutinized, and evaluated, for its fidelity to photographs. Instead of just recording reality, photographs have become the norm for the way things appear to us, thereby changing the very idea of reality, and of realism.”
Before sunrise, I led them into the canyon— the air still holding its night chill, the world balanced between darkness and light.
They came for beauty, tripods and lenses ready, each hoping to steal a piece of the dawn.
I told them to listen first— to the canyon waking, signaling where to stand when the sun finally rose through the notch in the mountains.
It wasn’t the light that mattered but the waiting— that long breath when the desert decides to be seen.
They clicked their shutters, each trying to trap eternity. I just watched, thinking how the real photograph is the one the desert keeps— and never shows.