Archive for the ‘Existential Moment’ Category

Props, Not A Habit   Leave a comment

On the Outer Banks of North Carolina

I keep the cigar lit

long enough to feel dangerous.

The whiskey glows

like a small sunset

I can hold.

But when the glass is empty

and the scene is still there,

I know—

it was always theater.

— kenne

Witnessing Pain and Suffering   3 comments

Mother In Hospice (08/26/06)

Every photograph of suffering

proposes a contract:

you may look,

but you must not

turn away too quickly.

The stages of pain—

shock, endurance, vacancy—

are flattened into a single frame.

Time is arrested,

yet the body continues

beyond the border

of the image.

— kenne

Hazy Morning   Leave a comment


Hazy Morning Sun In Sabino Canyon — Silhouette Image by kenne

Saguaro cutouts
against a milky sun—
even the shadows
drink their coffee slow
out here.

— kenne

Armory Park ICE Demonstration   Leave a comment

Abolish ICE Demonstration In Armory Park (07/01/18) — Image by kenne

There is something about grass in Tucson—

it feels like a miracle you can sit on.

We stood on that miracle,

raising our voices.

Armory Park once trained soldiers.

That day,

it trained witnesses.

A little boy climbed

up into a jacaranda tree

and shouted a chant down at us,

his voice high and fearless.

We answered him.

Because every movement begins

with someone small enough

to believe it might work.

— kenne

 

Kenne David and Katie On Galveston Beach   Leave a comment

Kenne David and Katie on Galveston Beach — Image by kenne

Galveston still has that beach.
Kids probably still run it raw.
But Kenne and Katie grew up—
that’s the real crime.
You don’t notice it happening.
One day you’re just standing there
remembering sand
and wishing you’d paid better attention. 

— kenne

Love On Valetine’s Day   3 comments

Joy and Kenne — Old Western Look On The Streets of Tucson — Image by kenne

Beloved, count not distance, years,

Nor trials we have known;

For love’s arithmetic is this—

Two solitudes made one.

You are here.

I am here.

And absence finds no room between.

— kenne

Sunset: The First Of Many To Come   4 comments

Sunset — Image by kenne

The sun sets
not because it is tired,
but to remind us
that endings
are another way
the soul learns trust.

— kenne

Anticipation   Leave a comment

Children Playing in a Park Water Fountain — Image by kenne

The fountain, meanwhile,
enjoys the power of suspense,
teaching a brief seminar
on anticipation
to a very captive audience.

— kenne

Nurses Will Not Backdown   3 comments

Kenne Getting Some Arizona Sun On Our Patio
While here he spent some time running in Sabino Canyon
in preparation for a half-marathon this February.

Kenne David is visiting us on my birthday, January 15, 2026. He is an ICU nurse in the Texas Medical Center in Houston. What follows is a poem I wrote after learning of the murder of Alex Pretti in Minneapolis.

I can only try to imagine your words and thoughts echo in the long corridors of Memorial Herman,
where the scent of antiseptic mingles with your compassion.

I think of him — of Alex Pretti — and of all who labor, sleepless,

hands trembling not with fear, but with the weight of mercy.

Each life touched, each breath steadied,
a verse in the grand poem of endurance and love,

something Whitman would write: you do not falter;
rise again the next day, mortal yet eternal,

each healer a leaf upon the same vast tree of humanity.

 

Death Happens   Leave a comment

Death Happens — Image by kenne

Death happens
the way rain does—
announced by no one,
soaking the afternoon
until even the living
forget when it began.

— kenne

Remembering How To Endure   Leave a comment

Cold trail at night—
even the stones remember
how to endure.

— kenne

Door That Sings of Dust   Leave a comment

Old Farm Junk By a Shad in  Willowsprings, AZ — Painting by kenne

The shed door sighs open,
its hinges trembling
with a worn vibrato—
a reed instrument fashioned
from stubborn wood and time.

That wavering note
brushes my chest,
and something inside
loosens, answers.

I step into the dim interior
where shadows keep company
with the tools no longer needed,
and I feel the strange comfort
of being admitted again
to the places I’ve outgrown.

 

Old Tucson Backlot   1 comment

Backlot props — Image by kenne

I wander the dusty backlot of Old Tucson
where a broken wagon wheel leans
against a wall the color of old adobe.

A sign reads Props, but really,
who can tell?

Everything here looks equally retired—
the wooden crates, the tin stars,
the barrel with no bottom.

I stand there wondering
if this is what happens to a life too:
all our moments stored behind a door
labeled with someone else’s handwriting.

— kenne

Self Portrait   1 comment

Photo-artistry by kenne

There is a thin, vibrating line
between breaking and becoming.

Every life presses against it.
In the quiet,
you can feel your own edges—
the places where you diminish,
the places where you bloom.

Fragility is the instrument,
transformation the music,
survival the performance
no one applauds
yet everyone enacts.

— kenne

We Watched Our Children Grow Old   Leave a comment

Kenne David & Kenne George in Bryan, Texas, Many Years Ago

We watched our children grow old
the way you watch a city rise around you,
street by street, believing you are standing still.

Their faces sharpened, then softened.
They learned the weight of names,
the cost of leaving,
the strange relief of returning.

We were busy loving them—
that constant labor—
tying shoes, lifting boxes,
listening for footsteps in the dark.

Meanwhile, time passed through us
like a second language we were learning
without knowing it had a grammar.

One afternoon we caught our reflection
in the glass of their lives
and saw it clearly:
the quiet accumulation,
the patience etched into bone,
the years carried without ceremony.

We had grown old
the way a house does—
slowly, while sheltering others—
until one day the light fell differently
and revealed what had always been there.

— kenne